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On Playing Chopsticks

by JANEL BREITENSTEIN EXPECTATION Reliance Trust Expectations Seeing & not seeing fruit
On Playing Chopsticks
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“Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.”
Ephesians 3:20-21

My mind drifted to two of my most favorite, and the most spectacular, stories this week. 


I think of a boy handing a carpenter-turned-rabbi his lunch, some bread and some (hopefully cooked?) fish. I think of his mother kneading the dough that morning or the day before with floury hands on stone, the yeasty bubbles at last being shoveled into an oven.


I think she didn’t know what she was making with her daily work. She had no idea it would feed more than 5,000 people at the hand of the Son of God. That people would be talking about her bread in 2025. 


I think, too, of a prophet and his grizzled beard, compiling the ingredients for a fire on a mountain while everyone watches. Everyday ingredients: tinder, kindling, logs—plus the inexplicable 12 barrels of water weirdly poured over the top. (Impossible, everyone was probably saying. He’s making it impossible.)  


But this is what I know. Sometimes we’re just handing over our food, or stacking wood—and waiting for God to show up and make something stunning and beautiful. 


Maybe you’re there, training the poor in job skills, or translating the New Testament, or holding kids who wipe their noses on your arm. Yet sometimes what we see as a handicap or a limitation or the ordinary is precisely what’s been orchestrated for whisking our breath away.


Or, as a friend put it to me recently: I’m playing chopsticks—and then I look up, and around me, God’s playing a symphony. 


So yes, your work overseas may be currently defined by waiting among bits of the mundane, faithful, and decidedly non-heroic. “Aspire to live quietly, and to mind your own affairs, and to work with your hands, as we instructed you" (1 Thessalonians 4:11). I have a feeling there are quiet radicals everywhere, living fully and faithfully and just trusting that God always shows up.


And I may be forming just another loaf of bread, another fire. Or maybe I’m right where He wants me, playing chopsticks.


Closing Prayer
Holy One, grant me faithfulness and trust in my broken, jaded, even callused expectations. Help me walk by faith and not by sight (2 Corinthians 5:7). I trust Your timing, Your way, and Your measures of success. (Take a moment to pray for situations in your ministry and life that feel like “dry bones.”) Amen.
Resources
Video: The Miracle of the Fish (scene from The Chosen) I love this clip from The Chosen of the miraculous catch—a man expecting very little from his mundane.
Question for Reflection

What’s one response of God’s that you’ve seen in your mundane, or your “long obedience in the same direction,” lately?

Comments
Janel Breitenstein
January 17, 2025

I’m seeing the slow deliverance of a couple of my kids who’ve been wandering from God. Daily faithfulness, daily gospel to them: He keeps reminding me it matters, even when I can barely see the needle move.